shattered beliefs

ppfft.

i'm kinda frustrated about photography today. i spent like 3 hours selecting the photos for next week's presentation. and i'm still not satisfied. i guess i wanna be like...the best? maybe not the best, but i wish i can get a bit more...what's the word...ah! credit! it's just that there's this one guy who's the teacher's favourite in class. he is quite good la, sometimes. sometimes it's just luck and time. this week i didn't get really good shots. well. i thought some were good and had selected them, but i got some opinions from around. my bro didn't find my selections as good as i thought they were. and then it made me quite discouraged.

okay...then dad helped me select. well, i think he kinda only helped me to finalise what i selected. and i printed. okay. yucks. it's really bad. toooooooooo daaaark!!! urgh. i just don't have confidence to present these! i know that nobody's perfect and stuff. and i shouldn't like want to be perfectionist and stuff. i have other projects to do as well!!! and this is taking so much of my time lehhhhhh! sigh. so yah feeling terrible. i failed. it's okay to fail i guess.