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Quick ones.

wtf?? beatles again?? after last week's disaster?

overmyer - okay. herself as usual.

kristy - it wasn't that bad. why was simon so mean?

archuleta - eh. okay la. didn't blow me away.

johns - beginning was good, middle bit weird, ending was good. don't know why the judges didn't like it. i thought he really improved.

brooke - she can't dance. she looked really awkward. she's one of my faves but not this week.

cook - he's my fave now. sorry archuleta. well. just cos of his amazing abilty to rockify any and every song. and his consistency. loved this song.

carly - don't care much for her but yeah it was good.

castro - he's cute and cheeky. that's what i like about him. and he's unique. not his best but better than some others.

wait...to be continued

ok back...

syesha - don't care much for her either. i didn't like it much.

chikeze - good song choice. beginning was nice. the fast bit i didn't like so much but one of the better ones.

ramiele - eh bad. didn't like it. she doesn't really have her own style i think.

anyway, the only people i enjoy and want to watch are archuleta, cook, castro, brooke, chikeze. no interesting girls this year. ramiele has disappointed. quite a boring group actually. it's getting boring. or maybe it's just boring songs. i miss danny so so much.

here are my prediction of the drops

11. kristy
10. syesha
9. johns
8. ramiele
7. overmyer
6. chikeze
5. carly
4. brooke
3. castro
2. cook
1. archuleta as winner

feeling blue again. i think i haven't been myself lately. i've always behaved differently around different people. is that alright? when i'm with my ang moh friends, i try to speak more eloquently. with my chinese friends i try to use simplier engrish. so. i'm not being myself and when i come home, i feel uncomfortable. i dunno. or maybe. it's not this. something else is bothering me...

so many things. usually when i immerse myself in schoolwork, i don't feel so much for these things...whatever they are...but i haven't been working since last night. yes. was out last night and tonight. so no work done. so maybe that is it. i am guilty.

i just feel blue.

once upon a time,

a piece of paper was dropped

from the sky

it fell

and kept falling

and soon,

it could fall no more.

it landed

on earth

and was treaded upon

by animals

by human beings

by vehicles.

nobody took notice of it.

so they continued to tread upon it.

until it got buried under the earth

in it went

deeper and deeper

as more earth layered upon it.

until one day

it had got so deep

it reached the earth's core.

the end

i've been following american idol this season. i missed aussie idol last year but what-evs. anyway.
i've wanted to give reviews but i've been so busy. and still am. but i'll just start today.

beatles night, woohoo! overall it was really surprising, many of the underdogs really upped their game, but the favourites unfortunately kinda fell flat. here goes a quick review.

1. syesha. oh no! that was weird! she looked pretty uncomfy. it wasn't that baad, but the arrange was weird. the transition to the bridge was weird. bottom 3 you go!

2. chikeze easy. wow. that really blew me away. really impressed by him cos i never really paid attention to him before. but he still lacks that star quality.

3. ramiele lullaby. is. my. kathleen. fix.

lol. don't you think she channels kathleen-ness? she should totally replace sun! anyway. it was sweet and subtle. i thought it was her best so far. i didn't like her previously cos her singing voice was really different from her speaking voice. it was heavy and trying-to-be-divaish. it seemed fakish to me. and hey! no offence! but i'm guilty of that sometimes too. but today she channelled a lighter voice and i liked it this way.

4. jason. not a big voice dude but it worked. it was nice. not my fave but i do respect him lots for his uniqueness.

5. carly. it was another impressive performance! similar to last week. very rockish. very well done.

6. david cook. so i loved this guy from the start. he's kinda a dark horse but he rocks out all the songs everytime. he's been so consistent. really enjoyable.

7. brooke. nice. in her own little hippe style. why does she always look so frightened, or is sheepish a better word? i think the voices in her head are saying "oh no...i hope they like it...do they like it? oh no they hate it...no! they like it! wait a minute...i don't believe they like it...i think they are making a mistake...sheesh."

8. gay stripper. whatever. you robbed danny. boring. i'm so not interested.

9. crazy lion, aka overmyer. amanda is back in her element. it was fun. crazy. very her.

10. aussie pin-up boy. i've been so disappointed with michael johns lately. he's just not shining. i don't know why. i loved his top 24 performance. and i thought he would be my favourite. but ever since then...he seems to be just sailing through. not trying. so disappointing.

11. kristy lee underwood. ugh. another one who robbed danny. hideous country rendition. urgh. i reckon she's leaving.

12. little boy. he has been my fave. i was so freaked out for him. really messed up today man. it wasn't that bad. i actually liked some of the runs. it's very him. but his little clip kinda screwed him over...forewarning the disaster that was gonna happen.

so that's that. gay stripper or country singer please leave.

pain is resurfacing.

chopping off your feet.

destabalizing thy grip.

never expect utopia,

in a malicious world.

never give generously.

always keep your guard up.

or you will be decieved like the rest of us.

i feel like killing my blog.

some of my entries were rather personal, i'd say.

feel like wiping it clean and starting anew. keep the address cos it's nice.

one small voice. baby steps.

urgh! i can't stand how i look in pictures and videos.

i don't see me!

i see an ugly fatted calf!

i am so stumpy, when i stand straight, the straightest i can stand, it is still not as elegant as someone who is skinny!

when i dance, even though i think and feel that i'm turning with precision, i still look so clumsy!

Is it just me, or does Sebastian sound like an old granny?

i think i am depressed. i dunno what is wrong with me.

i can be having a conversation with a person and then i hear something that i don't enjoy hearing and it triggers something in me. and i suddenly don't know how to react but have to keep it inside.

my head hurts. i'm feeling much pain.

i need to start blogging again but i don't like this blog so much now. hm. or. i dunno. i feel like my blog is netsam. wasting space on vox.

anyway.

school is out and i took it as a green card to hang out with my bed and com you know. but then dad got mad. really mad. it isn't real, he said. it's only temporal. but i like it. i think.

i dunno.

now i'm just feeling guilty about playing.

i'm tired. everytime they scold me i picture myself at the top of a building and jumping. but i won't do it. i hope not. it's just that life is so painful for me. i dunno what's going on. i hate it. i don't wanna live.

This is so cute & funny.